I don't think I can complain much longer. It makes me even sicker. So I feel this will be one of my last rants. That is a good thing for you and a good thing for me. I will construct my own world because this one has become quite ugly.
Concerning the COVID infestation:
I ask nothing. Enjoy your life and I will enjoy mine, you with your double vacc and I with mine. I got mine not for me but for you. Mine is so people won't moralise and say what a mean person I am. On my outside I'm not at all mean, I am even a bit sociable but within I am quite another, who from his guts spews out pure contempt upon this world which of late has decided to search for more chains. Who would ever think humanity would give up on the age long liberation struggle, turn and then run about looking for chains? Enjoy mask, unsociable distancing and injected whatever. Our freedom has moved along, now it is merly in the mind and certainly not within our grasp. We are left to find beauty in ugliness. We obey because that is the rule. When more in this world annoys than pleases it is time to go. If heaven is anything like earth it will be hell. I think I would prefer the atheist's paradise. I think heaven too has now become a haven for the middle class.